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My life as a Nazi guard wife is an eventful one. Yet it keeps me out of harms way. In the begining of the war the jewish people were afraid and created neiborhoods or ghettos that were baracaded so that no one could get in. When they did this my choice was to leave and act like i wasnt jewish. That was my only chance to live. So I made shure that i got in with one of the only things that would keep me safe. After a few years the Nazis went in to countless other ghetos and took out all the Jews. Nazis forced the Jews to come to concentration camps. Many of my good friends are in these camps, and I am just too scared to say anything to protect them. I am a different person now though, I am an Nazis wife, and I have new friends. And as for the old friends of mine that weren’t smart enough to get away from that situation, i feel for them.

Alex Fenlon, Guard's wife 01 Oct 08





I do not believe my son is traveling the right path. He wants to learn Kabbalism and I do not believe that it is the right type of our religion he should be practicing. I will deal with all of this later. Right now the German soldiers have taken over our town and we are among all other Jews. At first when we heard of this news we were quite happy, we have created our own Jewish government and all the councils needed to create a good solid foundation. Then it started to get worse, they ordered us to give everything of value to them, so i buried our savings. Soon enough things were normal again, well at least for a while. All was well until today when i had a meeting with the other members of the Jewish council, we found out the next day the Nazis would be carting us off to only the good Lord knows where. We would only be allowed to bring a few items, our town, including myself were in utter shock. My son has brought to my attention that all of this could be avoided if only we were to leave this place and start anew. I believe I am too old to start anew and fear that leaving would put my family into even more danger and i simply can not take that chance.

Taylor Blacklock Father



Some number of days ago we boarded this train. The star of David wristband still labled us untouchable. I can not even begin to remember what the smell of fresh air is like, or when we even boarded this train for that matter. We were the last to board a train and as i looked about when the men were beating us to hurry us up i could not help but weep from all that was happening and what had become of our little town. We've spent many a nights on this train and i think it is starting to get to some of the passengers. It has drove people mad. There is a lady who claims to see a fire, but everytime we look there is nothing. When finally the train arrived i was swallowed in my fear but i had to remain strong. As we stepped outside there was a huge fire and the smell of burning flesh filled our lungs. We heard we would be taking up work in some kind of facility and the Jews were joyful. All but I, for I had an idea of what was to become of us. media type="custom" key="2100157"

Taylor Blacklock Father 10/7/08 ___

This moarning i awoke to the yelling of my frantic husband. He was telling me to get up and pack my things. When i asked he only told me not to ask quiestions. However after about 5-7 minutes of asking, and getting no reply, he finaly broke spirit and said that he was told the wrong date for the transport of the Jews. So i of corse immetiatly asked why i had to come with him on this pointless journey. He snaped at me and said that he would never leave me alone in this town to do whatever i wanted. So i packed my thingh quickly and got in the car that was set to transport me and a few other army wives. I was particularly out of the group because of how recently i married my husband. The rid to the camps were the most boaring experiance of my life, accept about half way through the radio anounced thast there was a womon screaming on the train. He said that she was screaming about massive flames. The driver made some kind of remark like "hahahaha that womon must be some kind of fortune teller. I had no idea what he was talking about, and from what i could see, the other wives didn't either. But other than that the trip was very uneventfull. Once we passed over the train trackes i coild tell we were almost there. Once we did get there there was an awfull sent in the air and there was also a very thick smoke or smog in the air. This was truely HELL on earth for all people associated with it.

Alex Fenlon The Guards Wife 10/9 /08



Today we found out we were to be sorted. When we were in line to see the guards an inmate asked our ages and my son said 15 and I said 50. The man was upset by this and said "NO! You are 18 and you are 40." When we got to the guards all the young children and women were sorted and were lead away from us. Tzipora and my wife were in that group, I had a feeling that I would not be seeing them again. Secretly I prayed for them but I did not dare tell my son what i feared would happen to them. I think he knew. In any case we traveled on and we got to a new pair of guards. They asked my sons age and he said 18 and that he was a farmer. I said I was 50 and a farmer as well. I wished my son would have spared me the pain of seeing what would become of him and went with his mother and sister. That was the last thing i wanted to witness. We were taken to a new place where we would work. If we did not work we would be burned. I was terribly frightened but I had to stay strong. We got little food and then the guard that looked after us was introduced. He was the only who talked to us like people. In the next week or so, who knows, he was replaced for being "too humane" ah imagine. I only wish I could have said goodbye to my loved ones. I am just waiting for my fate. Whatever God has in store for me let happen and I will only pray he spares my son at least.

Taylor Blacklock Father 10/15/08

After arriving at the concentration camps today i cried. there was mass caoss. People were crying, babies were dieing, grown were sobbing uncontrolably. The most horrific part of the whol situation was all the guards and generals had a smug little smirk on their lips as if what they were doing here was right as if it was the pecefull thing to do. This was the last straw, even though it was the only thing that went wrong. I would do evrything in my power to make all the peoples lives in these camps the best i could. "These people will never deserve this," I thought outloud. Another womon herd me say thos and told me that she aggreed with me. I never thought i would here this from one of these women, one of these women who are married to one of these heartless...... things, these things are not even people, they are like single little satons on their own little rampage. This womon said that she will do the same as i and would help them as much as possible. We will try and make a diffrence.

Alex Fenlon A Guards Wife 10/15/08

=== Today we arrived at the new base camp. They separated us once again into groups. The old, the young, and everyone in between. This random guy walked up to me and my father and asked our age. I said i am fifteen and my father said i am fifty. The strange guy pointed at me and said no you are eighteen and pointed at my father and said you are forty. Me and my father did not understand. That was not our real age but never the less we listened o the strange man and that was our new age. T.J. Bishop, Elie 10/15/08 ===

It has definitely gotten harder as we were seperated into kommandos. My son and I were assigned to an easier one where we seperate bolts and different parts. We have a horrible man in charge and he has random fits of rage. Just yesterday he beat me because i got in his way. Today we were bombed and we all had a cry of joy because we thought it could be the end of our work. The only problem is it missed our warehouse. The German in charge moved us to another camp but we did not know why. Then my son saw him with a woman and it answered our questions. There have been many hangings since we moved. The most horrific was that of two men and a child. What's worse is the child did not die so he was left there hanging and writhing in pain until he finally died. It was awful. I am sure that is not the worst we will see. Taylor Blacklock Father 10/22/08

Whene i awoke this moarning i thought of what i had seen and thought of the day befor and wished it was only a dream. However it wasnt, and i was living in the stinkyest and the most fowl place in the world. The only thing i didnt understand was the reason that the guards kept moving all these people and makeing them run for such a long time. Couldnt they just stay where they were and fill up a camp and then transport the new prisoners to a new camp. Why did they keep makeing them run. However after i thought about it for a while and cleared my head after i got up, i figured out that they were just makeing their lives an even woes hell then it already is. Yesterday i had promiced to help these prisoners that were already here as best i could. By about noon, my new friend and I had a plan. We would try and get little children and save them from being burned. But once we tried this we nuticed that it wasnt as wasy as it looked. We wated for a train to arrive and they struck. the other woman was egger and tried to get one too quickly. She was seen and she was escorted home by one of the guards. So with my partner out and not comeing back, i decided that this wasnt a good pland and cut my losses and went home. All i could think of was all these poor people and their lives, how thy had been ruened. Hell will continue for evryone who participates. Me and my husbands home was directly in front of one of the containment homes if you will. I tried to wach the camp as much as possible. I was only glad that i didnt liven in fron of some other camps. the most dreadfull thing happened the other day, there was a hanging of two men and a young boy. It is too hard to talk about. But anyway back to the less goory part of my tales. There were suddenly the movement of many prisoners, every day there was one transport truck that would come and take all the prisoners from one containment home. On one horrible day the house accross from mine had all the prisoners taken away. "I will see what happens to all these people," i said to myself, "i need to find out." So the next dat i packed all my things and lef without my hasband knowing and i was gone to see after my "people."

Alex Fenlon a former Guards Wife 10/23/08

Me and my father got moved to a different camp today. It has much easier work and people who are actually nice to work with. My fathers warehouse got bombed today....i wasn't so worried about him being in there as i was glad that there were German Guards being killed. We saw a horrible thing today. We saw one of my friends and two men die today. They just killed the two men but my friend didn't die right away. I cant imagine the pain he had to go through as he was just dangling there by the rope. Well i am being called to get my a** in line so i will tell yal what happens when i arrive at the next base camp.

T.J. Bishop Elie 10/23/08

I finished the book and it wasa great. I know i d idnt do all of these like i should have but i loved the book. I have studied the holocaust before and it makes me so upset everytime i do because no one deserves anything like that. It is SSSOOOO bad that Jews....Gods people have to suffer through all of that horror. the poor little kids had to either die or watch family and friends die. I can not even amagine the pain that they had to go through. I would not make it. I hate to say this but i would kill myself before i would watch my family die. My family is all i have and to watch them....ugh i cant even think about it. Well like i said i love the book and the holocaust is something that is great to study but its hard to stomack. T.J. Bishop Elie 11/05/08

I am becoming ill and I do not know how much longer i will live. My son however i know will carry on. I hope no one in the future has to witness what I have in these past years. Taylor Blacklock Father 11/6