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When eli started asking about our religion and talking to moshe the bettel i started to worry i was not prepared for that but when i got wind of the consentran camps i got scared, fast, and everyone came to me for guidence, why me is not like im much diffrent from them! then one day i was trying to comfort the fellow jews and i was pulled away and was given very grave news and everyone looked to me AGAIN i really dont like it. later that week everyone was so scared it was like living hell. i wish they would let us just get watter Barrett Fandrei 10-6 father

Nazi Guard- We decieded to leave the ghetto unguarded, just to see how many would run out and become target practice for our new guns. Suprisingly enough, not a single one ran out. I saw one about to leave, but he decided to stay anyways. I can only think of two reasons why this would happen. The first is that they some how know that as soon as they leave we will blow their brains out. The second is that they still think that we are going to spare them. I really hope that it is the first, because if it is the second then they are far stupider than I could have ever imagined. I must rest here until morning when we get to ship the rest of them out. Until whenever, I say goodbye. Michael Arseneau 10-11-08

Nazi Guard-Finally!!!! We finally got to work on this town and got to move them out of this God Forsaken place. Then we went through the usual. That is my favorite part. We load up like 100 of them on a train car and give them limited food and water. Then, once they reach aushwitz it is over for most. We didived up the group into men and women. Then divided those groups by keeping those who are useful and just gasing the rest. Very fun. Then we take the strong ones and have them trow the bodies into the chamber. The rest are sent through a process that eventually has them end up in more and more camps. I still think that once they all get to aushwitz, that we should just kill them all on the spot. It would definatly be worth the price I paid for this new gun. The boss has spoken though. We have to keep some of them and take the work load off of our backs. I can see where that is coming from, so I won't complain. Well I have to get ready for the next step. What that is, you will have to wait and find out in my next letter. Michael Arseneau 10-14-08 If you add something to this page, click under this message first. you deleted my entries last time

Nazi Guard-Wow!!! What a week. First we raid a town. Then I was unlucky and was forced to return to the concentration camp. I REALLY HATE WORKING AT THE CAMP. It is the worst job ever. All I get to do is sit in a tower and watch as all the puny igsignificant jews run around in their short and pointless lives. I did get to shoot one last time I worked there once, but I doubt it will happen again. (Later that day) The strangest thing happened today. We were bombed by the americans. I don't know who they think they are, but i will kill every last one of them if they do it again. We were forced to evacuate our posts and sit with the scum of the world. There was some good that came out of this though. That was when one idiot decided it was a good idea to try and get extra rations from the pot of soup we left out. HA! I shot him so fast, and it was the most fun I had all week. The even better part about this was that EVERYONE saw it. I would love for someone to try that again while I, the best shot in camp, is here. I did see something suspicious today. A jew was taken out and beaten, I think his number was A-177 or something like that, I don't really care. He was beaten and I saw him 2 hours later and he was almost happy. I think there is something going on and I will find out what it is. Mostly just because i have nothing better to do and because it can get me out of this dump. Well I have to go, I think I hear a riot starting. Michael Arseneau 10-20-08

Nazi Guard- I don;t know if I can live with myself anymore. Today, we had to hang a small boy who was accused of being a traitor. I personally think that we overeacted a little and it showed on his face when it occured. I am talking, of course, about the hanging of this boy and his "leader." The pain and sadness on his face was enough to make a man want to just run away and cease to exist. The only reason I continue to live on is for the sole survival of my family. By that I mean that I don't want them to have to see my body being burnt because I was accused of being a traitor who killed himself. I just don't know anymore. I will spend the next few days thinking on it, but until i come up with something i say goodbye. Michael Arseneau 10-25-08

Nazi Guard-It is over. I really can't believe it. We lost the war and all our hopes and dreams were crushed. It is still shocking to me to think that we LOST. There are two things I can't stand in this world, jews and losing. In the many year span in which we have been a part of, I have had to deal with both. That makes me so mad that I just have to shoot something, but the stupid americans took my gun away. I loved that gun more than life itself. I just don't know. What will I do after the war? Probably just go home and live out the remainder of my life, like nothing ever happened. Hitler did make it very clear; if we did lose the war, we are to go on with our lives and act like nothing happened. Act like the greatest event in history never happened. All the memories of beatings and killings and hangings and things of that nature are just that, memories. No more will we be able to do anything like that again. Sadly I regret that this is my last entry, I will never again see the light of day. My purpose in life was to be a part of the German revolution, as i like to call it. Now that it is done, I have no more reason to live. If you are reading this, I have long since passed on. The events in this book are very real and an important part of my life. To those who think this is a joke, I will see you in the afterlife and we will settle things there. Until then, GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD!!!!!!! Michael Arseneau 10-28-08