The+War+Heads

 Rutter, Soldiers Wife 9-30-08

Lopez 10 /1/08   Father My son wants to learn the ways of Kabbalism, but I do not believe he is ready or old enough to learn the ways. I have decided to give in and let my son learn the ways of Kabbalism. He is progressing well and seems to understand Kabbalism very well. This war is taking a toll on everyone it seems each day more and more Jews die and flee in fear of being found by the Nazi’s. Many are saying the Nazi’s in Hungary will soon move in on us. I do not believe this is so they will not come this far. My son told me today I should leave this place and start a new life. My response was that I am too old to leave and restart from nothing to support my children. To my surprise the Nazi’s have moved in and instructed us to give all of our valuable items to them so I buried all of our prized possesions. Some are given the yellow star and fear it I believe it symbolizes nothing. A meeting was called today and we were told that we are going to be loaded onto trains and shipped away to somewhere.

Clifton absent 9-30-08 Ellie _

Rutter CJ Gaurds Wife entry 2 10-7-08  Lopez 10 /7/08   Father Entry 2 Everything has been crazy with myself trying to get everyone ready to leave. When all of the sudden the hungarian police were shouting, hitting and ushering everyone towards the train. The wait was what seemed lika a lifetime until finally the nazi's were ready. Many were very sad and still couldn't belive this was happening to them.I then began to help load the others onto the train for it would be a littli while longer before it came time for my family to leave.To my surprise the day that was assigned for us to leave i was told my family would stay a little while longer.finally the day came for us to leave. I was the first one awake so therfore i went to get some information.What seemed like a lifetime once again we waited in line forever.I couldnt help myself and began to cry fot our lives would never be the same after this.Once we were loaded on the train we were off to our destination. At one of the stops two germans boarded the train and made us give up our possesions we hadnt already given up.We were told if we didn't then we would be shot. If anyine was missing from our car everyone would be shot. Finally after many days and a long train ride we arrived at our destination. We were unloaded and my son and i were seperated. I will never forget the smell that night of innocent people being burned alive.

The War Heads p.2